| Wow, this has to be the longest time between posts in the history of this site... Okay, maybe not... but seriously, it has been a long time. I don't even know what made me think of it either... I guess I should just attribute it to my inherent randomness and leave it at that. ;)
So what am I up to these days? Heh. I've been very, very busy. It seems like I'm always on the go. School has me tied up at least 3 days a week, and then somehow I managed to build up a computer tech support clientelle without realizing it, and now I get calls at least 3 times a week. Darn you word of mouth... *shakes fist* I tell ya. But seriously, every little bit helps when it comes to cash. I'm sure I don't need to go into that one, heh.
I do need to say though, one of the reasons I haven't been around is due to our friend, mental illness. *rolls eyes* No no, it's not as bad as it sounds... really (at least, I think it's not as bad as it sounds... though I'm the one saying it, so I can't really hear it, not to mention I'm not actually saying anything, I'm typing...
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Okay, I confused myself there, but all is well now. ;) I hit a new low some time early last year. Of course, that's after I slid downhill for a year or so before that. I finally got in to see a really great therapist and he switched my meds around, then proceeded to kick me in the ass a few times. My symptoms are well under control now and I live a somewhat productive life... who knew? (btw, in case you were unaware, my diagnosis is attention deficit hyperactive disorder with major depression) Oh, I still have my bad days from time to time... but that's just life. So enough with the psychobabble, on to more important matters...
I recently made a new friend over the weekend. Well, technically I met her a few weeks ago, but we did stuff over the weekend that kinda sealed the deal. We went to my first strip club on saturday... but wouldn't you know it, it was str8. I was bored out of my mind and I can't tell you how many women I had to turn down (private dances, oi). Sometimes it's tough to be such a major hottie *lol*. Anyway, after we left there (we were with her and some of her friends) we went back to her place and had a few drinks. Fun was had by all.
Well, that's about all for right now. I have a hard drive to diagnose, so I'd better get to it. (I'm such a dork!) | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment   |
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| | Oh yeah, I've been meaning to post this for a while. Paul is a fucking moron. I hope I never see him again. Oh well, back to the single life again, or is it? I do have to figure out how to proceed with Adam... *sigh* | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | So... Daren tells me he wants me to meet someone, a friend of his that he's known for a while. I agree, and we all get together on Friday night for sort of a double-date thing. We all had a nice time, and afterwards, Daren and his date went home while Paul stayed at my place for a while. But the next thing I knew, it was Saturday afternoon and I woke up nekkid and not alone. How did this happen, you may ask? Well, I don't know, but it did, and it was very nice. Paul is a sweet guy and I'm looking forward to spending more time with him, getting to know him better. I only hope that things do work out... I'm fairly sure they will, but it's really too early to tell. We're supposed to do dinner Wednesday night, so we'll see how that goes. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 48.3%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | 58.8% | | Shamelessness | 78.6%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 74.8% | | Sex Drive | 71.1%
A fool for love, but not always | 72.5% | | Straightness | 80.4%
Just go fuck something, okay? | 36.7% | | Gayness | 8.9%
Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame | 75.9% |
| Fucking Sick | 92%
Refreshingly normal | 86.1% |
You are 64.96% pure
Average Score: 66.9%
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| I really hate pushing people away. It's one of the hardest things for me to do, yet I find myself doing it more and more lately. Almost everyone that I've ever loved has turned their back on me in one way or another, save for a select few. I don't understand how people can go through things that are so horrible they thought they'd die... and then turn around and do it to someone else, seemingly without a second thought. It just goes to show you that there are some truly fucked up people in this world.
I've decided that I won't be taken advantage of anymore and I'm tired of getting stepped on by others. I think I'm a reasonably nice person and I understand that sometimes people have bad days, but I refuse to have anyone take it out on me in any way, shape, or form... and to constantly whine and complain about the same damn things day after day gets sickening and you begin to wonder if people ever think about anyone but themselves. So from now on, if someone can't give me the time of day, then I guess I don't have time for them either.
This entry is to remind me of how it feels to be used and tossed aside in case I start to fall back into the same pattern again. | | |
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 You are a SUBTLE Flirt!This is the female equivalent of "the strong and silent type." Or, the whole "still waters run deep" thing. And that makes you dangerous. Oh, yes…dangerous. You lull men (and competitive women) into a false sense of security. By appearing nonthreatening, quiet and unassuming, you can strike at the right moment, when no one's expecting it. It's a method that’s tried and true over the ages and it works wonders for you. So go on, with your sneaky self, Ms. Covert Ops. What Kind of Flirt Are *You*?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Today was my first day of work (more like picking up where I left off last year). What a joy it was to be trudging around on the softball fields after the snow has melted and the ground is saturated and you sink 3 feet on your first step and nearly fall in the mud/sand/whateverthehellelsethereis. Tomorrow will be more fun though. I get to dress up and play secretary. I'll probably end up chatting online all day as it's not very busy for the Parks Department at the beginning of spring. But as my grandma says, it beats a poke in the eye with a sharp stick.
My acceptance into college is now official. I applied for financial aid and loans and whatnot on Monday and I have orientation dates set up as well as lots and lots of info about the classes I'll be taking. Now I just have to try and not fuck it up.
There really isn't much else going on right now. With a job and now school, my summer is pretty much set. I'll be busy, but it'll be a welcome relief from sitting on my ass all day at home. :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So yeah, I'm hella tired right now so I might not make too much sense, but I'm sure I can handle it.
I took a trip over to Sawyer College today and after an application, some tough negotiations and an entrance exam (sort of, I don't know what else to call it) I was accepted and I start classes on the 28th of April. I got a 42 on the test (out of 50) and the administrator practically freaked out. She said that up until that point, no one had ever gotten above a 30, so I felt pretty damn speshul for a change, especially since I hadn't slept at all during the 2 days prior.
After much debating, I finally decided to enroll in the Network Engineering program simply because, well, I like it. :) IRC had a lot to do with that, but I really do enjoy that type of thing, so I went for it. I cannot WAIT to start classes. Oh yeah, for those of you that don't know (and I'm sure most of you don't) Sawyer College is not far from my house at all. It's prolly a little further away than Sears was.
But wait... it gets better. About 30 minutes after I got home, the director of the Parks Department called me. She wants me to work there again this summer (starting on Tuesday :P ) I get to actually run the Sk8 Park this year. The thing is... I never hinted or anything at working for the Parks Dept. again, so I can think of nothing to say but... DAMN I'M A LUCKY SON OF A BITCH!! I can go to classes and work a non-stressful part-time job (that will give me nearly full-time hours :p ).
I get accepted to a college that I really like, and then someone calls me and hands me a job that's ubereasy yet it pays well... THAT'S why today RAWKED!!! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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| | Fucking w00t!!! I don't really have the time to go into details, but today is just awesome. I've totally gotta make a follow-up post later!! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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